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He's no longer mine. I don't know where to begin with. Everything fall apart. I wish I remember the reason behind all of this.

 I can't write about him as my first character no more. I wish I could stop being selfish. 

He is just too nice. I was the bad girl in this story. I wish to be a cute princess where everything I wish for will come true. but reality can be so mean sometimes when you realize that you just have to wake up from your dream and get back on track with what you're suppose to do from the start. 

I guess...

I only have 2 week from now. I hope we both will find our own happy ending story. with or withour. I wish our memory remain as happy ending lullaby story forever cause I will always and forever remember our flashback together. 

I can' seem to forget everything that we do

From the start I thought to myself ' Maybe you're the person I've been chasing all my life' I try to convince myself that you're the only one I wish to have. My only wish list. Your smile, your thought and your look amaze me with just a simple word. It's nice to have someone you really love to love you back.

Thank you sayang for this wonderful month. I wish to remember every detail about you. I want to learn you more than I think I should.

I hope we can stay like this forever. 

Our first photo together taken by my life saver suraya. It's been nearly a month now. Thank you for standing by myside. I simply love you

When rainbow visit you.

I don't know where to start, but the feeling inside was too sweet to deny. You are my life saver. You pick me up when I was at my bottom point. Never thought that I will feel this way again, but now the feeling is different. You make me feel alive again. Maybe that tiny crush wasn't really tiny. Maybe that feeling inside that I have toward you before wasn't really 'just friend' thing. You're more than that. I can only says thank you for everything that you did to me.

I still remember the first night we talked after being a totally stranger for  almost a year. it's weird how we can get attached to each other so quick. That night I feel like a brand new me after what just happen to my current life. You've change my life without me realize you already took my pain away. At first I don't want to admit that I have fall for you because I think this feeling is just being messed up and I don't want to get hurt again.

But you prove me wrong sayang. You've change my perspective toward you. you're like a magician to me, you change my smile from just a simple smile to something that person see it as a happiness smile.

Dear Mr K,
 Accepting you in my life is my greatest decision. The love grow every times I'm with you. Never failed making me smile with your romantic word and our silly joke.  how much similarity we have  is a bonus for me. Please stay with me and bare with my weakness and strength . I love you.

First night together was at the most romantic place. Our plan B station. I was so nervous back then, to think what clothe I should wear to just impress you is brand new for me.